I was happy. So happy that I felt I should just let my ex know! I texted him and was being all cool. Telling him about where i’ve been recently, discussing the movies i’ve seen lately. He seemed disinterested and that kind of triggered my emotional side. So i messaged him something like i dont know why but i am feeling a bit low.
And he texted me please don’t irritate me or i’ll have to block you.
I replied that was so rude and he said sorry. I replied you always make me cry by being so heartless.
He then dropped the bomb. See, i have a girlfriend now and i dont think we should be in contact like this.
My eyes filled up, felt like someone punched me in the chest. Like someone is pulling my intestines out of my mouth. Just wanted to disappear at that moment.
I sent him several texts just expressing my disbelief and messaged him how could he move on so quickly and that i feel like an idiot as i still cant forget him.
Bad move. He blocked me.
Yes, he was, he is and always will be i guess so cruel.
How can anyone move on in two weeks or so? And i’m assuming he was in contact with her even before we broke up. He has cheated before but this time i guess he dumped me for her.
He told me he wants to be with friends and family and doesnt want a relationship. He doesnt have a job and said he wants to focus on that aspect of his life and get a job by end of this year. So i was hurt but fine with it.
But it was a big fat stinky lie. As he still doesnt have a job, still sitting at home doing nothing but the only thing that has changed in his life is his girlfriend.
I’ve been replaced, no, kicked out out from his life. I have my exams in january and i’m in no state to study or even socialize right now.
How could he be happy with someone while I am suffering here everyday. He probably started dating her even before we broke and must be fucking her while i am wiping my tears. The emotions i am going through right now are unbearable.
This news has hurt me more than the break up itself. I thought we could be friends as we both were mature adults who wanted to enjoy singlehood. But nope! I was totally wrong he just wanted some new girl in his life.
I am nothing to him.